Life is unfair

I dated once when I was in middle school and turned out my one and only ex is gay - It is so weird

and are you an boy or an girl it is just not clear for me
pls...
i need fantasy ideas ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

I’m a non-binary. That time all my friends were dating (yeah I know- they didn’t go well too) and I was only single one in my group then I thought that I should ask first. Then I randomly picked one of my classmates . Then he said yes . But we didn’t even talk much and nothing cute happened. Then I thought that I should breakup. And this july, I found out he is gay- I think. Because he followed lgbtq+ tags and people on instagram , and even posted his picture with a cuuute boy. - I don’t blame him , but I feel so weird u kno~w

wow what an story to have
i wonder if i am gonna ever have myself an seme oh my damn dream
but again i still kinda young so study first :p
i am literally an 15 ys old gay fudanshi and already hoping for an boy friend
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