hmmm so his past crush or lover is coming on in the story now =_=

no
it just that he also kissed someone (who wanted to top him but didn't succeed) in the same night when Ben kissed the doctor after they left the gay bar
like did you not read the previous chapters
are you only here for the SMUT ONLY
well i can't blame you since most people here do too but i am here for both
Meh~ ╮(￣▽￣)╭

are you talking about that one whom he met at a bar . i can only think of him

yes yes that the one
you can just reread if you want to
(づ￣ ³￣)づ