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Hey, dont say that, you're not pathetic at all. Being able to clearly see such situation is really important. Its good youre very honest with yourself first and foremost. I hope that you will find the courage to accept others' love and affection without feeling guilty. Hang in there!
I'm not finished reading this yet but I just stopped to leave a comment that I wanted to share. I really love this manhwa, it's so realistic, Vol.1.5 chapter 64 and 66. I think I do get it this feeling of 'guilt' when you're in relationship. I am in my age where I can legally date but don't want to come out and tell my parents, this 'guilt' causes so many people being hurt by me. I rudely rejected them-- I cursed and despise their feelings when they were just showing it sincerely. I tried to date but this guilty feeling of hiding is so strong that I'm scared and broke up with them with a reason full of lies. I thought I was the only one who's so unordinary cuz people around me date secretly but they look fine, they even last years of relationship hiding it. Am I different? Or was my feelings not that strong that I can't fight for them? Or am I just pathetic?