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Before I start blabbering, if you’re deciding whether to read this or not, trust the people who said “don’t give up on it, continue reading because it gets better” because it DOES get better! It takes you to a long good roller coaster ride of emotions. I hate reading angst but because of the rating and people’s comments about how much they loved it, it made me wanna read it and I have NO REGRETS because it’s PERFECT! ITS WORTH IT IM NOT EVEN EXAGGERATING! The angst didn’t make my eyes bawl out, but instead, it made my heart clench and race like I was sad and anxious at the same time. Anyways, ignore the rest of what I’m gonna say because ... spoilers! (But go read it!!!!!)


My dear Jaeha it was hard to like him in the beginning but when I understood him more I started to feel bad for him (except for the time he hurt my baby boy Eunho) like he had gone through a lot in relationships, even friendships!! I was so pissed and shocked at what happened to the picture and who betrayed him I was not expecting that! After having so many failed relationships even with his parents... I’m surprised he could still go on with his life. I can’t blame him for having trust issues or being afraid of having a serious relationship after all that had happened to him, but I’m glad that at one point he moved on and accepted Eunho (sadly after breaking up with him which made me sad af)

Seeing Eunho growing up from a kid to an adult almost made me tear up. He was so adorable and his smile is everything! And tbh, in season 2 he scared me lol the way he changed and the way he didn’t smile even a bit scared me, but I’m glad it didn’t last long since they got back together almost immediately after 2 years ^^’ I only wished happiness for him like this boy really stuck to Jaeha for so long and never gave up on him. He’s really in love with him. I hope Jaeha showers him with lots of love until he dies ಠ~ಠ sry lol

I also want to talk about the smutty scenes which were *chef’s kiss* I usually get bored if they’re a lot but theirs are really good. The author is amazing! And I freaking love the extras, they collected the pieces of my broken heart, fixed it and shoved it back to my chest. They were cute and sexc. And it’s nice to see it colored too! As I thought, I really love colored webtoons but the b/w also fits the story so I loved that too. Well, that’s all I’ll shut up now and I’m gonna miss them ╥﹏╥ love everything about this ♡