To be fair, I think her mind was preoccupied about not being a "hassle". Since the other's soldiers dislike her due to her family. She doesn't want to make a worse impression by getting special treatment. Plus, I think she feels safe enough around him since he doesn't outright beat her like the dad and whatever discomfort she has feels, she probably just deals with it since they are "man and wife"
Yeah! You're right!! But imo, in this chapter webtoon, it didn't explained or hinted much, she just straight saying 'I don't want to be alone' without her thinking deeply about it like you say :( but then again I understand that webtoon has limitation unlike novel. so as long we read the novel we will understand otherwise, but I hope we will have the same understanding with the one's who didn't read the novel :')
That ' I don't want to be alone' should be like longer than this bcs it shows how she's starting to feel less afraid and even attached to him and cluelessly how her actions is actually giving a huge damage to riftan you know... We really need to show how clueless she is in the webtoon more bcs that's actually her trait.... Aaaaa well it's ok