Why?
Because, in my opinion, genderbender where MC crossdresses as a guy is much more enjoyable when they're more "independent", of course I also like it when they're strong but they don't need to be physically strong. This MC cannot do anything by herself, it always ends up being helped while she was supposed to help, that kind of "romance" is so old, it's only for the fact that she's crossdressing that it isn't too cliche
The problem with the mc is that she doesn't believe in herself and is too frail, i help she changes thru the story. She have the guts to help people but not the strengh, and she doesn't think before acting, which is a terrible way to live in a world where anything you do could make people notice you, and she doesn't want to get noticed(eve tho she show too much of herself, making everyone note her with ease).
The more I read, the less I want to continue