it developed way fast .. it didn't have no charm what so ever （￣へ￣）

Yup for someone who dislikes how he's feminine looking and wants to man up, it should have tooken him more time to come around. His sexuality changed way to fast or maybe he always admired hosts for their sexiness n didn't want to be them. Well he was confused I guess haha. And I guess u can change urself for love.