My heart she said if I ball up close my eyes and count to a hundred it’ll be less painfu...

Newnew October 26, 2020 9:13 pm

My heart she said if I ball up close my eyes and count to a hundred it’ll be less painful me personally had my fair share of being abused when I was little but I wasn’t that strong I used to cry so loud if it hurt but the weird thing is when I was at the point where I felt it was to much I couldn’t do it I’d cry to myself in someplace dark where I knew nobody would see or hear me and when I was done just pretend everything was ok maybe I’m weird Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

Responses
    Yuki October 26, 2020 9:19 pm

    Same. It was a way to escape, I have a therapist now so I felt this chapter, it’s sad.

    Newnew October 27, 2020 5:40 am

    Right I’m better now as well but I’m sure in some way if it’s like a fight or an argument they raise their hand to me it’d really bad that’s why I felt this chapter and the chapter where she asked him if he was going to hit her