
"in yaoi, poor abused ukes will get hard and come even if they were hit by a truck" omg I almost chocked. Well that's actually why can't stand most ukes...specially because since they're airheads, they always fall for their rapist without even reasons enough to classify it as Stockholm syndrome. It's ridiculous, but hey it's yaoi world.

I hope you were choking on laughter - at least that was how I meant it to be. I have no issue with the "ravishment" or "forced intercourse" trope - I actually like it, both in real life "play" and in fiction - but there are a small handful, among the nearly 1500 yaoi I've read, that just make my skin crawl. This was one of them. I'm personally into S&M - as a practioner - so, the "yaoi rape" is child's play to me. However, this story went to a level that we won't touch even in hardcore S&M - where the "victim" is actually emotionally scarred by the act. The whole idea behind the "yaoi rape" trope is the "ravishment" fantasy. The idea that someone wants you/loves you so badly that they can't control themselves. Pure unfettered desire. Thus, yaoi is not supporting "rape" per se, but rather the "ravishment" fantasy. That is why the uke falls in love, to justify the idea that the "ravishment" is not only okay but reciprocated. Some mangaka get this and can pull off a good story with this trope, others don't and you have that "rapey" feeling left behind. "Ravishment" is a paticularly popular fetish in Asian cultures because there is so much reservation. To allow oneself to succumb to desire to the point of dropping all that reservation, speaks to having a love that has no bounds - or a desire that has no bounds. From their perspective, it is actually quite romantic.
... I am normally the kind of person to gladly defend what is customarily called "rape" in yaoi...however, this first story goes beyond my capacity to defend it. In yaoi, poor abused ukes will get hard and come even if they were hit by a truck. They may even go all tsundere and get angry afterwards, but this kid is borderline suicidal. It's because of this point that I can feel justified in saying, "This is a portrayal of rape".
The S&M aspect was hot but would have been hotter between the two doctors.