I'm reading the raws and I want to really know why the ML become a wolf? I'M CONFUSED AF

I-w-what-

he becomes a wolf?? why? does the mc at least go back to his original world, confess, and be happy with Ziang, or is he staying in this new world..? hopefully he goes back to his original world/life and be with the original Ziang and not the new one-!

I read the raws the MC got back to his own world after suicide, and then when he got back I don't remember what happened but a few chapters after that the MC with this big ass wolf on his bedroom and when the MC already sleep the wolf changed into the ML from the parallel world. and I was like... WHAT? I'm confused af

LMAO no way?!!! ahahaha
but also, he commits suicide even after all these recent chapters? :(

Yes this is so sad tho, after he suicide, the ML from parallel world was the one who founded his body first when he wanted to checked him:( . But I think he suicide because he knows that if he died then he can go back to his own world. And after that he finally got back, and tried to fix his relationship with the OG ML. But still so sad with the parallel world ML.