I kinda feel bad and angry at the ml like it was mentioned that he won't be able to live f...

I kinda feel bad and angry at the ml like it was mentioned that he won't be able to live for long so I guess he didn't want the fl tobe left alone and sad if he dies and why I'm angry at him is that why can't he just tell the fl the truth and try to work it out together..... and btw will the ml really die?? I really hate tragedy plots but this manhwa did not tagged in tragedy so there's a hope that he might not die....... And boy I'm sorry tobe rude but like the translation are sooo off I had to translate everything in my head while reading lmao