The uke(yeonjin) love the seme(moonhyuk) and is saying he wants to be chagang's(since he looks like him) substitute and the seme (moonhyuk) should give him love like he give to chagang(another uke) that's why he said even if it's fake love or its fake something like that and he's hoping that his father's affair was genuine and that it could be like that for the both of them(moonhyuk and yeonjin) , to sum it up the uke loves the seme. I think you should re-read the manhwa so you could understand it better. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Chagang and moonhyuk was in a relationship but as we all know he died.
Ok but why is he saying it's okay if its fake love AND THEN he hopes its genuine like his father's affair. That's a big ass contradiction.
Also the MC and seme didn't even knew each other before, did they? So it's kind of weird the MC buys the seme and then poof he is inlove, or maybe i miss a chapter and they have met before??
But Chagang was also sleeping with Jungmoo (MC's bestfriend's uncle). So it seems Chagang and Moonhuk were only fuck buddy.
Well i guess it's a one sided relationship ╮(￣▽￣)╭
For me, i see it as yeonjin saying it as an assurance to his self that even if it's just a fake relationship he is welling to be with moonhyuk and he's hoping that even if a little moonhyuk would have a bit of a feelings for him and his father's affair, he's kinda thinking if it's genuine and if it is he hope that him and moonhyuk would be like that too, i think yeonjin knows about moonhyuk? Since he said that even if chagang was dead he was still competing for moonhyuk(since we all know that he can't let go of the past) i think there's a panel mentioning yeonjin liking moonhyuk?(I'm not quite sure though) ╮(￣▽￣)╭
The story of the book about the wife that does. Is it supposed to represent the MC and his mom's story?
Also just to make sure but Chagang didnt love the seme, right? Seme loved Chagang but it was one sided, right?
Oh and wild guess but could it be that Jungmoo(MC bestfriend)'s uncle killed Chagang because Chagang was cheating on him? (Idk why else the video of Chagang x Moonyuk would be a key element to Chagang death)
And i'm still confused about the MC. I understand he lost himself and is trying to become Chagang as his new self. But how did he even come to fall for the seme to begin with ??? Also why the hell did he choose to become Chagang ?? (Barely knows him)
Also MC said he wants his feelings for the seme and/or the seme's feelings towards him to be of real love the same as his father. But i didnt understand that part, anyone care to explain?