yeah but they are hurting each other... i think that maybe as friends if this is even possible would be better
bc kyungsoo don't need to risk his own mental health but he can
they aren’t hurting each other? both of them were doing good and were clearly happy until last chapter, the breaking point was chowon past but chowon never had ill intentions towards kyungsoo and so him towards chowon
im talking about now (english is not my first language so sometimes i don't know what words to use well)
this moment both of them are not okay they need a new start a better one
one where chowon seeks or accepts help bc is not healthy to be together like this
like this they'll get nowhere they'll only get hurt
that's my point like i hope he gets help and get well bc i know what is to have trauma and be mentally ill so i know that's better to get help first than going into a relationship or at least be getting help and coming clean about what I'm going through
chowon already getting therapy or he wouldn’t have meds to take, he’s trying to getting better but it’s clear that he can’t do it all by himself. He’s completely alone, he doesn’t have any kind of emotional support from his family, and emotional support while struggling with mental health is essential. Rn the only person who truly cares about him is kyungsoo, spending time with him made chowon feel and behave better and it was shown. He already started his healing path by himself but he just can’t overcome everything with his own strength because probably it’s not enough
but doesn't look consistent the therapy (bc if im not mistaken he didn't look like he was taking meds when he was supposed to) i just hope that he can realise that he really has someone there
bc unfortunately when we keep pushing people away we only get more hurt with the outcome
i really hope his healing journey turns out to be a success and he can start a new journey with kyungsoo
but for now i just want to live to get better bc he deserves to get better and have better
I personally disagree with comments saying chowon first need psychological help and just after it would be good to start his relationship with kyungsoo, when u struggling with mental health having someone by your side loving and supporting u in your path is as important as professional help and rn the only thing able to give him some stability together with therapy is clearly kyungsoo presence