I'm planning to read this one bc this was always showing on my fb nf. Should I read it or ...

There will be somethings show that will be be difficult to endure (I mean real difficult, rape being one), but we'll my curiosity keeps me going and my love for their relationship

The seme/uke isn't the one to rape the seme/uke though, it was brutal though, first was gang rape(they did it till his insides were torn) and then some drunken bastard, rape happened to almost all the characters at one point