Wait can you still post? I kinda want to know if that’s okay :-(
looking back at what i wrote was definitely just a writing based on the emotions i was feeling at the time and it clearly doesn't make any sense tbh. I don't like it lol, probably because i'm re-reading what i wrote and it doesn't fit the current flow of the story, also because it's really fast paced, the situations aren't cleared up, there is no talking involved, and Chowon ends up in a coma or he gets involved in a car crash. I was depressed, as you can tell. And i can't post it because..well...because it's gone. Also i suck at writing...lmaoo
wait.... i cried.... yo but tbh i thought he would collapse after Heesoo left...nuuu
T-T i don't want to see Chowon cry by himself otherwise imma cry TT and it's so fucking sad that he has no support..
yo i spent like nearly an hour trying to write out the scenario or ending i had imagined for Chowon (which is a fucking sad ending) but decided to delete it because it made me depressed af sooo.....imma leave or else imma start crying.