
I actually agree with you it's pretty refreshing to have a protagonist that's vulnerable and doesn't know all the right things to say. It makes her break throughs and accomplishments better and much more earned in the narrative. I like the story. Also considering that her people are being like slaughtered and stuff I don't think I'd like to meet the person who's okay after that. Also she threw a guy off a balcony that is pretty funny. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

Yes yes! I read this story all at once and was really impressed with the plot and the pace its going. It's more realistic and in my opinion eye catching, meaning the impatience of knowing what's going to happen next will be there. I like this story very much and i hope it will continue to update. And i really don't understand the low raiting, this story doesn't deserve this.
Ehhh I don’t understand the low ratings for this. The characters are cold bc of the seriousness of the aristocracy, so I find their reactions to be realistic. If you’re looking for a magical, Mary Sue perfect MC I think it’s best to look elsewhere. I find the narration to be mature, and so it has its own merit. The MC is growing into her position after losing everything, so remember not everyone reacts to trauma in the same way. I also expect the story to be slow...there’s no way the aristocracy will immediately accept her (unlike in other stories, mainly isekai where some girl drops from the sky and everyone falls in love with her -_-). So I think it’s more impressive that she’s find her way through her own reserves. I think actually her expressing anxiety is quite charming but that’s just me