The worse of all yaoi seme raped him, killed his family and the uke still fell in love. The end. So they will also fall in love. Just be prepared. If NK leaves SH, SH will probably break and his tiny sanity left will leave. If NK stays with SH, he will get broken from abuse but his job is to fix SH. That's how I see it.
I don't doubt the fact that they will fall in love, they are already actually. I am not against the idea of them working things without that separation, but I do hope that it's not going to be resolved with only an apology. My point is, what is happening in the recent chapters is going to have heavy consequences in their relationship.
Also, I think that SH's left sanity is already leaving, as we can see in the recent chapters, and NK is actually the reason why SH is losing it. IDK, narrative-wise, they probably need to touch the bottom to go up again...We just don't know how deep that bottom is going to be.
Well...That was a lot to read.
I seriously hoped that they wouldn't be any sexual relationship and I am even angrier by the fact that it was turned into a kinda consenting thing since NK even though he repeated "no" was feeling pleasure. Like "look he is coming it's ok that he is being abused". NO.
I mean, obviously, this whole story has nothing to do with morals and what is good/bad in a normal human being conception but it needs to stop. I consider myself being very tolerant with SH since I try to have a non-Manichean way of thinking but the violence needs to stop or it would be hard or even impossible for me to enjoy their "love story".
I mean I get it, SH needs far more than falling in love to change, he is fucked up to the core and, unfortunately, NK is his punching ball that he is going to use until they reach a breaking point. I think we are clearly going there...And if it's not his belief that NK despises him and wants to run away that made him surrender maybe it's going to be his own guilt that will make him stop everything. I mean when the guy is going to learn the truth, I am seriously afraid of how he will react, he will go crazy. I don't think that he will be able to face NK...
I don't know for you but in order to save this "if there is anything left to save" they need a separation. You can't create something healthy from this rotten base. They need time apart from each other with the belief that the other isn't going to come back. They need to think that it's over.
Anyway, I need time to digest the chapter before thinking of theories on what could happen next...