I'm glad he saved Park just like he tried to save mr yoon but I don't know if that is a reflection of Suha's bravery or feelings of lower self worth or a combo of both.
interesting observation about suha
Well all the sex stuff Suha got into in the past when he was a teenager, anyway, was just to please the guy he loved one-sided, Red;but no matter what, Red never loved him back. Even Red lampshaded that a few chapters back. Even though I'm proud of him for standing up to drug lord and Red, I imagine some small part of Suha must think he isn't worthy of love even if he still desperately wants it. In this chapter he even thinks about how he didn't do anything for Park, even though he just saved the guy from being disowned and fired by his grandma by putting himself in a near-rape situation. Suha needs to know love isn't a transaction of this for that and isn't something that you need to earn.
so true ╥﹏╥ he’s a very human (3D) character. i also hope he realizes he’s worthy of love
but im still upset that he chose that fcking red head :((( anyway its a relief he didnt let it happen again,