also not here to encourage suicide, but trust me it’s even worse if you don’t end up at a hospital it feels like even more of a failure, i’ve tried multiple times and haven’t gotten to a hospital ever
(i haven’t attempted and kind of self harm for 3 years so don’t worry abt me)
but shit man the reason why you do this kinda stuff is cause you feel worthless but it’s worse when you fail at that too, it’s taking away the one thing you thought you could do right. for me everyone other than my sister thought they were all mistakes so i just pretended everything was fine and everyone but her believed it
if you’re ever feeling suicidal call the hotline, there’s always something to live for: 1-800-273-8255
He's alive but he's dead inside..
I didn't expect to be this sad, imagine you wanted to suicide, but instead you failed over and over again, and the people in the hospital even congratulate you.
Imagine being forced to be alive in a living hell.
This manga reminds me that the most terrible things in life isn't death, what's more horrible is when you're in a state that you'd rather die than anything but you can't. Sometimes I think at some points that death is kind of a freedom too. No wonder after we die we will lost everything we have and that's what people fear of, but another way round it's the final button to escape from everything, to end everything. Not that I encourage people to attempt suicide, just that sometimes it's even harder to live than die.
Anyway I really admire all of you who manage to stay alive bravely even when you're facing hard times.(๑•ㅂ•)و✧