Nightmare

I woke up so many times cuz i kept dreaming about this after reading it. Though i always have bad dreams like I'm hiding or running away, this time i was also running away but Bum was there,i don't really remember but i know my dream was all about killing stalking, i think i woke up 4 times, and i only slept 5hrs. After that i tried looking at memes to make me feel better, i ate, i even studied. But....i just couldn't forget about the feeling, i had to stop studying, i ran into my room.....and bawled my eyes out. I had to let out this frustration and sadness i feel. Then i came back here i kept re-reading it, esp. the last chapter. I will keep coming back here until i get used to it that i don't feel pain anymore. ..shit :(