My very close friend has her big brother lost by some accident...when I think of that kind of calimity on me...I think I would not survive... Being brought back to depression and trauma..and reliving of the same loss she definitely has it but she is strong...the MC kinda was like her ... It reminded alot of how stable she is...she enjoys bl and yaoiland like me...we are ultimate shippers for all fluff and all...and people do get better I saw that myself with time and loving people around...not exact void can be filled but a different kind of home and attachment and desire does make people move on for sure... But then again when if I won't have to endure such thing...which I don't want to ...I would not have recovered I guess... Guess people are different shells of how much they can endure.... As in case of MC and my friend they both wanted to live and move on ...not like forgetting everything but they craved worldly affection...to feel alive because they never were hopeless and disturbed before those unfortunate incident...them being too cold has a limit maybe and they need someone together... but for others they might shut and never face until got real medical help or still reach towards insanity...not because love was ever not enough or life was not precious neither because they want to live now happily...but it is difficult for every person to cope with same situation in same manner and timeline...and even the incident thrown at them makes difference...here the seme was almost rescued..not because of sex but with the thought he had got a family who would love him like his family... Living without a family in this world and gaining a person to call family who takes you as a family..it makes a lot of difference...we are human after all...cause and both cure to most of our emotional instability.... I never wrote all this to offend you...but even I question how she is so good right now... at college... thinking about job..requesting for recommendations of manga..and simping for bl couples.. spending time with friends... It is her way of coping as similar to MC by leaning more deeper relation with the seme... like fleshed out and the most intimate relation ... Have a nice day
I wasn’t offended at all, no worries ~ I definitely agree with you. I didn’t mean that the reason he healed was through sex, since it was evident that their feelings etc. we’re established beforehand. I guess it just seemed like such a sudden shift? Mere moments ago, he was still so convinced otherwise, that it felt like the pacing was just a bit off... but it is true that we all recover at different times, and he had been suffering for a while. It makes sense that that sort of acted like a trigger, like the final piece of the puzzle that he needed
I liked everything about this apart from the ending ahh- so many comments saying it was satisfying but... I don’t know. I feel like they brushed aside the trauma way too easily by introducing sex and the time skip, without even mentioning speaking to a specialist or anything like that... an open or sad ending would have been better for me, but each to their own.
I was seriously tearing up when reading it, up until around the scene when the MC finally revealed his real name (๑❛ᴗ❛๑)/