Actually suu was the one who initiated with prince as well
He did? Shit I don't remember him initiated it well i guess its a difference, with the prince it was more of survival but here with Saharah he wanted to fill that emptiness/ loneliness.
Also just incase when I said take the lead I didn't mean who initiated it but I meant Suu doing himself on top of the other person
Ohh I get it now. Sex between suu and jin wasnt shown explicitly as I remember. But didn’t suu already told in this chapter that he wouldn’t do that with prince?
Thats what im trying confirm i know he says that but is he only saying that so saharah wouldn't get mad/jealous, but thinking back at it I don't think he took the lead with the prince, I just want make sure cause I don't fully remember but he most likely didn't because the prince knew how to prepare him since I guess he's experienced while Saharah isn't so Suu took the lead bc it was easier & less uncomfortable
So you telling me Suu was the horny one? Lol but putting that aside I can see that Suu still finds sex uncomfortable & he seems to still not understand the point of it which is interesting as he wanted to do it with Saharah at first since he wanted to feel warmth & to know the feeling of it since he doesn't want be in loneliness. Also check fact did Suu actually ever take the lead with the prince or does he actually take the lead for the first time with Saharah? Because I don't remember & I feel like he just trying ease Saharah
FYI when I say "know the feeling of it" I mean Suu trying understand why ppl have sex in his my mind its kinda like "its this warmth? Love" thisnis just my thought not really Suu