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As a deranged person, I'm okay with toxic stories — but this one isn't even charming. Even after being crazy in love with him, he’s not lovely at all. There was never any chemistry between them.
Sure, the seme has APD — we get it. For someone abnormal, he acted exactly as expected for his personality. He did a perfect job hiding his nasty side — that’s why he’s an actor. He was born like that; nothing can be helped.
But that spineless idiot manager? Sigh. I don’t even have the energy to properly criticize him. First of all, why the hell did he fall in love with his best friend’s crush?? Then he flew all the way to Korea just for himself, and ended up falling for the seme completely — while still going around saying it’s all for “revenge” on behalf of his friends?? Dude, are you out of your f*cking mind?
That’s pure hypocrisy. How could he betray his friends like that — and then have the shameless audacity to go to her grave and talk about “atonement”? Please. You’re worse than the seme himself. At least he never denied who he really was. But this spineless, gutless hypocrite? He’s on another level of shameless. Of course he’d fall for the seme like the stupid, pushover idiot that he is.
Oh, And don’t even get me started on the sex scenes. Even though they were okay visually, BUT they were just penetration — no real love, no foreplay, no aftercare, not even preparing him or loosening him up. Just empty physicality, no emotional depth. It wasn’t connection, it was just function. Like everything else in this hollow mess of a relationship.