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honestly, I can usually handle anything from rape to murder and gore and stuff like that but...
as a very timid person myself who is also scared of rejection and speaking my mind as well as expressing my feelings out loud I got sexually abused in my past relationships because of it... and Ash using a "safe word" knowing FULLY WELL that Lyle can't bring himself to say it... does not sit well with me.
I love them both so much but something about that bit makes me hella uncomfortable :(