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I think chapter 30 broke me (all i've read so far)
At first i felt horrible for Raymond, with slight traumatic and brief innuendos regarding his past I really felt like he was the sole victim to a broken obsessed stalker with a past that had nothing to do with him being in any way hurtful toward Winter. Though when the past was brought to light, when that gun came into frame, everything changed. I saw how horrible his really was. I saw horrible it made him as a person. He turned the broken child that winter was, into another extreme. Turning Winter into what he'd never want to become, all because he just wanted someone to love him.