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Ch17: the uke is giving me the icks. How do you do a 180 and become a totally different person one day to the other? Their current "relationship" feels too forced down my throat specially since the author made the uke chase down the seme even though he was the victim here. My man was sexually abused, raped and even manipulated to think he was the bad guy here. How does this have such a high rating? Sure they're technically cute now but there are a lot of character development holes that I just can't ignore. Maybe I'll change my mind by the end bc I'll forget about how much frustration I felt at the beginning but oh well.