
any bl recs where the bottom is cooler/smarter than the top?

I don't know if by cooler you mean by physical appearance, attitude or strength but I have a few where the mc (always the bottom) is stronger in action:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/guiding_hazard/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_hunter_s_gonna_lay_low/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/d_aze/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kiss_me_if_you_can/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/global_examination/ This one is plot heavy and it’s so good, mc is the coolest character in the whole series
https://www.lightnovelworld.co/novel/i-became-a-god-in-a-horror-game-unlimited-1073/chapter-1 This one is a novel idk if you’re into that but mc is THE coolest mc you’ll ever read about, genuinely you’ll never find a mc better than him in all genres

Any manga/manhwas where its not the 'you raped me but i forgive you' or 'a stranger i dont know kissed me but why is my heart beating so fast' trope. Like bruh
Anyways preferably slow pace

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/new_york_new_york/ One of my favourites. The art is definitely a product of it's time, but I personally adore it.

This manga had seperate stories and one story had a man with a hole in his heart (or so he describes) and one day another man confessed to him and he was like rlly emotionless but gave it a try... That's about it.

Ch 12 has that hole in heart thing http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/slow_starter_ichikawa_kei/
And it also has a seperate one shot http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/toritome_no_nai_koi_no_shi/
Is this it?
im looking for a yaoi where the ml tries suicide because he is gay and the mc saves him and tells him being gay is not bad but he has a past where he had a gay friend who loved him and he exposed him so he feels bad and tries to take responsibility for the ml.
true beauty
thats def not it and i dont get the joke
do u know the actual manga tho please
no… good luck with searching your yaoi ( ̄∇ ̄")
This sounds low-key familiar... Don't remember the title though
Blue lust? I def did not like it tho
Yes yes ty! I mean im just recycling yaois that have angst so it doesnt have to be good lmao
RECYCLING LMAO