beta
how is it that i really cannot read heterosexual stuff anymore. it's almost always fucking disgusting and pathetic. i love yaoi more. i'm messed up but i don't care. as a girl i hate reading this type of shit. at least in yaoi two man are doing stuff to each other. i always feel down after reading stupid shit like this... it's my fault i know! i don't understand why i read it. fuck my eyes.... agh