Did old Xian sign a contract with the devil obligating her to never finish this story
It's kinda starting to feel like we're never gonna see the end of it, she just keeps milking it knowing that the fans will continue reading out of emotional pressure and attachment to the characters. I've been reading since middle school and I don't want to give up on it simply because I grew up with this story and it feels emotionally taxing, but if I'm being honest I'm sick and tired of this, I lost all and every interest I ever had in this
But it used to be that's what makes it even harder to quit it, we used to have an actual storyline and consistent development, the characters actually interacted and contributed to the progress of the story, now it feels random and arbitrary and the chapters end before they start. I feel like not even old Xian cares about 19 anymore and just doing as a cash grab which is valid get that check girl, I'm just venting about my personal feelings with it
I'm not even a Christian and the use of the cross as a sex toy really disturbed me, I feel like thats a very sacred line that shouldn't be crossed, it was fine when it was about a deacon and a sister indulging in a forbidden relationship, there was no need to include very clear disrespectful innuendos, this felt very targeted towards the core of the religion itself and it implied that people's beliefs and convictions are just delusions and someone who leads a very disciplined lifestyle has to have an obscure and dark secret behind all the virtue and restraint, very bad message and a veryyyyyyy bad interpretation of Christianity, I hope the author heals from whatever pushed them to come up with such a heinous story










What's up with authors and making characters look like children, Idc if I'm reaching but deadass the dude looks like he hasn't gotten through puberty yet it's so unsettling
ngl ur reaching my guy
are you stupid??? how do children look for you ??? just stop reading then btw
what?
he does not look like a child....the yaoi size difference is why you think he looks small, uke is literally the same height as his coworkers. seme is just too fucking big, also uke's face looks like he's in his 20s, and he isnt childlike either
What the fuck are you talking about???
Dude. They don't look remotely like children. Somehow you think they do and the strange thing is how you continue to read it despite being unsettled by that. Idk what's more odd: you thinking they look prepubescent or you reading something that you believe appears prepubescent or i guess cp...
I think wrong story but okay lols
meant to dislike, mb, he doesn't looj lije a child dawg