
Did old Xian sign a contract with the devil obligating her to never finish this story
It's kinda starting to feel like we're never gonna see the end of it, she just keeps milking it knowing that the fans will continue reading out of emotional pressure and attachment to the characters. I've been reading since middle school and I don't want to give up on it simply because I grew up with this story and it feels emotionally taxing, but if I'm being honest I'm sick and tired of this, I lost all and every interest I ever had in this

But it used to be that's what makes it even harder to quit it, we used to have an actual storyline and consistent development, the characters actually interacted and contributed to the progress of the story, now it feels random and arbitrary and the chapters end before they start. I feel like not even old Xian cares about 19 anymore and just doing as a cash grab which is valid get that check girl, I'm just venting about my personal feelings with it

I'm not even a Christian and the use of the cross as a sex toy really disturbed me, I feel like thats a very sacred line that shouldn't be crossed, it was fine when it was about a deacon and a sister indulging in a forbidden relationship, there was no need to include very clear disrespectful innuendos, this felt very targeted towards the core of the religion itself and it implied that people's beliefs and convictions are just delusions and someone who leads a very disciplined lifestyle has to have an obscure and dark secret behind all the virtue and restraint, very bad message and a veryyyyyyy bad interpretation of Christianity, I hope the author heals from whatever pushed them to come up with such a heinous story

I just binged read this in one go and now I’m craving more top x top action, so does anybody have recs with this trope

Thanks pookie, but I already know all of these and don’t like them they don’t quite capture the vibe I’m looking for, Define the relationship is too whimsy for me, the golden palace and the pizza delivery guy is good but kinda slow and dry, and the ml in green light pisses me off, if you have something similar to do you still like me or the side couple from behind the scenes I would really love to hear it
I just knnnnow that the author will come up with some lazy ass excuse and a ridiculous backstory so justify all the shit she put the MC through and the rape apologists will definitely eat it up
There is none! I think this is purposeful. This author likes writing bad relationships. There isn't gonna be any excuse, and hey, I can at least respect the honesty :/