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I randomly get so depressed and I hate it so much. I can be in the happiest state of my life, good social circle, a job, working out, but then slowly I feel depression kick in and I give up on maintaining my life, I've lost so many friends over this :(. I feel like I'm always depressed but it just gets worse on some days sometimes even months and I......   1 reply

I'm always constantly anxious to the point where I have stomach issues (tmi) and there's no extreme reason for it other than my anxiety is always there. Theres always extreme dread just sitting in the pit of my stomach and I try to to occupy my mind by watching a movie or doing something fun but I can't even focus bcs I feel so restless. ☹️☹......   3 reply

I've been working on the same fanfic chapter for over a month now and I'm still so hesitant to share it. Each time I open google docs to work on it its like I find something else that can be "fixed"/changed. For the perfectionists writers out there. How do u get over the crippling fear of inadequacy?   1 reply

you can't! hope this helps serious note genuinely exposure therapy is the best way. Force yourself to join communities, talk to people, find ways to surround yourself with people ex a job in customer service etc. Imo medication helped me the most in my case it was ocd that led to ruminating thoughts after every social interaction.   1 reply

THIGHS need a thicc baddie to wrap her legs around my head like a cobra catching its prey   1 reply