beta
Everyone is meeting their friends. I don’t even have one. Going back to my hometown just makes me feel super anxious and self-conscious around distant relatives. The food all look good , but I can’t swallow them . I don’t hate people; I just hate myself. I thought it was fine to not be able to fit in, but now it feels so depressing. Video games and manhwa can’t help me escape from this life. Now that I’m 20, I never thought I would come this far. I feel so tired. I want to stop existing. No where in this earth feels like home