Saddie's Things

To give a little background info school sucks and i dont have the will to care abt getting stuff done. i am lowkey failing Spanish and Math right now but i didn’t even want to do them(i took summer classes for math and went right back into school after it, no gap year or nun sadly) so i am super unmotivated.

i really don’t care if i pass or fail like yeah i hope i do but even if i do i just won’t care. same thing can be said with my friends too i don’t have the energy to care if they feel like i am not hanging out with them. yeah i will think about it but at the end of the day i either care too much or don’t care at all. relationships, family, school or my future i don’t care about it.

my birthday is also coming up and my friends planned stuff for it because i did it for them last year but chat i don’t wanna go and don’t care about the day i was born on. it has been like five years and i don’t care about what 9-5 dead end job i am gonna end up stuck with either because it damn well feels like it already. Chat am i doomed or am i doomed? ╮(￣▽￣)╭

So i was doom scrolling as usual on insta (biggest first mistake and came across an Asian lady cooking a traditional dish and i was like dam she making me hungry only to find out not everybody felt the same??? Lowky was dissing her and sayin mean shit chat.. I gen dont understand why stereotypes exist? and just wanted to know how are stereotypes (positive or negative) harmful? DO educate this poor soul cause honestly google aint helping rn. if u have an experience this would be even better (to help me understand) honestly..

Know i ik dam well this don't make sense but like to be more specific the vibe of the song would define your appearance and the strongest feeling you felt while listening to it would be the base.

Id like for mine to be Stray.wave specifically the slowed ver

hARDEST SHIT IVE EVER DONE But i learnt how to pick up rice grains now