
I forgot the title but it’s a BL where the mc gets to an alien planet and is an ambassador or something and comes to trade with the aliens for a deal and find out he has to be the alien’s mate and gets stranded on the planet but falls in love with the aliens. The mc has like gray hair if I remember correctly and the alien is black w like almost magma like cracks on his hands and no face.
I can’t tell if it’s a good thing or a bad thing he’s gonna start remembering again. Like yes trauma but at the same time his feelings toward dooshik are different. Sure he likes him somewhat but I feel like the hardships are what made them like almost inseparable and ik Dooshik is fr kinda sad he isn’t remembered in that way like ik he says shit like “I’m glad he doesn’t remember” but like dawg I’m 100% positive it hurts him that the emotions and feelings they shared aren’t there anymore.