
I drop this when season 2 started and thought I do not want to read this anymore, but browsing and searching for a list of unfortunate/tragic stories I thought of this. I'm glad I read this again. Such a great story.

In my defense, some people spoiled it on soc med. Hahahah I know it ended few months ago and already know the story because of spoiler, I'm happy about the ending that I do not want to read it but since I'm searching for something to read that gives angst to my mood, I pick it up and read from the start. Hahaha such a nice story since Eris stick to her goal.
...uhm... The title is kinda sad already, reading the progress of the story is sorrowful, the FL is miserable.
I'm not feeling the sex scene because I empathize with the FL. I feel like she could only escape the reality for a moment through sex with the ML.