I am so stupid god I am so fucking stupid I had stopped reading like 2 chapters into the high school arc and then I missed the next few updates and jumped straight into the school festival arc. I knew the high school was sad cause of social media but I hadn’t had the urge to read it till now and I thought well it probably won’t affect me too much. Well guess what!! It hit so so horribly close to home I’m a mess I can’t see the words through my tears the feelings they describe, the shame and hating yourself for it are feelings I know too well.
The message of this whole story is so strong and amazing the author better win something for writing something this raw and real
God that scared the shit out of me I honestly thought we lost so woon right at the end after trying to save him for so long
Today has been a fucking horrible day and it’s only 3 am
First phainon gets deleted ( genuinely wtf is wrong with these people), then one of my favorite fics updates what might be its most brutal chapter and if on top of that so woon died after 16 fucking years too I would have lost it for real
Damn I remember this manga being my first contact with the freak content when I was a teenager and it definitely left a scar on my mind
It’s a decade later and I still remember that fucking condom so very clearly
Having read this and being facilitated by it instead of simply disturbed should have been one of the first signs that I was not in fact right in the head










One of the stupidest shits I’ve ever read