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ⓘ This person is... ⓘ

Hana; she/they⠀⠀

The urge to read yaoi is increasing but I still can hold it in

My English is becoming rusty and I'm scared. It's a sign. I'm healing

Don't like how my ass became my center of the pain while on period.

I miss writing, I miss journalling, I miss venting and yapping on this page

Happy Eid Mubarak... It feels weird. I restraint myself for one month. I can finally read yaoi again. I mean I'm always like this. Idk.

Gwan sik set the standard too high. May this love find me.

I have no attachment. Delete je comment.

I love how it's natural for me to just converse in English

So many story to be told here but once I open this site, I forgot. AHHHHH IM SO FUCKING BUSY TWO DAMN WEEK AND HARINI BARU RASA TENANG SIKIT

I fucked up big time. I overspent my budget and now I have no money to eat, to pay for my university fee, I borrow my roommate money... I don't have any money left.

I almost tell my irl about my username here. Pls I promise myself to never tell her about this site. Pls myself

Damn it's been 3 months since I last wrote here. I've been so busy and shit. Alr so first of all, I want to write a lot of thing, what happened etc but I've been stressing a lot. And it's draining to do anything. I can't even function well. I think maybe since the second semester is almost over. I'll finally able to feel a closure. Damn I miss rotting in my bed. Secondly, I just happened to read a bl manga. Blessed everyone  "same sex don't have anything that ties them together unless they're having a child or marriage" tf, so being together meant you have to fill out the form. Birthing. That's disrespectful.

I hate guideverse with my whole being. I hate the feeling of being use. Also force psychical. Don't have any choices. You were bind to someone. Drain yourself for other. Damn I hate this subgenre sm. Most of the story contain rape and there's no love in the beginning. Sex without love? Yes you can have sex for fun but I choose what I read. I may complain but I'll never read those. I've read few out of curiosity to try wtf is this. Alr maybe there's wholesome story out there that I haven't read yet. But most of it are angsty....

Let's talk about romantic feeling. Or just feeling in general. I've been struck with a weird feeling. I called it attraction against will ahahaha. It's so weird. Never thought I could feel like this. It feel suffocating. I can't control the feeling. I hate it so much. I should accept it and be understanding but no. I don't want to acknowledge it. Honestly I don't even know what types of feeling it is. Have no idea. Never in a billion people, I'd choose her inside the room. Thinking about this made me depressed lmao I wish to kms. It's so bad. I finally understood how... I never thought about this topic deeply. I just thought if that time came then I'd deal with it. Sexual preference is easy to understand but romantic feeling. I got a knack for women but I never dive deep down enough into the hole lol I'm scared. What if I never get out? What if I stuck there with no way out? What if I no longer can act normal... I'm normal. I'm talking about me. I still have social duty... Being with woman isn't wrong at all... But I'm scared of me. I don't want to get hurt. It's better to off myself when I can't live being myself or pretending to be a dutiful daughter. I'm in this shameful shell I'm choose to be in. Fyi I'm transparent asf. I was outed one time. I tired of telling this story. Just wanna say it was the most horrible thing a person did to me. Even if the one you're telling is my best friend. ...gosh I'm getting depressed again. Just when I find myself a little reason to live. This is no laughing matter. I might be talking like it's about nothing big. But people are being killed for "against the nature" I don't want to- oh god I'm getting deep there. Hmm

One thing about me, I don't read servant x master trope. I won't say I hate it but that feel wrong. I'm all good for love to be bloom but me? volunteer? to read those then hmmm no. What's the title again. It's one of the famous servant-master story. The uke keep getting injured. Mind you I'm traumatized. Also you should just do your work. I like it when stories is more what it seems. Plot twist, the servant is actually a royal. Boom. Also love-hate relationship between me and job application

The start of semester 2 break

Another battle of friendship. Would I save it or not? Idk how to talk about this. I'm trying to get away from this so bad while they're trying to secure us again. I don't feel anything anymore. I only feel bad and guilty. Stop. I made empty promises. Don't you know when to stop? I don't hate you. I don't want us to interact anymore. I feel drained. Idk how to say it to you.

I feel like an embarrassment. Damn in what era am I? Like I'm trying too hard and then get embarrassed if it's didn't get how I want it. I never go all out except ik things will go my way but hmm...

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11 07,2025

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OTAKU/Fundanshi , guy who  love manga mostly sports ,thriller,horror,slice of life,BL,yuri,adult,Seinen,josei & few shoujo with good plot...& can't handle cheating in stories.,shota ,loli shits.. it makes me want to puke..

Tragedies are a big no for me i avoid them mostly .. but am very good with killing &
gore stuffs
for seme .. i like them devoted type the
best
for uke  .. crybaby ones , clingy ones aka doormat uke's are a big no for me..

  I  am a picky reader , i drop stories when they become unbearable

Fake people & pests stay away,its cost lot to call people from pest control...
I particularly dislike fakeness & nosy
strangers.. & meaningless drama with
strangers

Often people who criticize your life are the same people.Who do not know what price you have paid to get where you are now. ...

"KARMA IS INEVITABLE" .....she will bite
you back at correct time & return the
favor with interest....

if you need help to find a particular manga feel free to drop by & ask .. :-)
My words of wisdom for newcomers - " A yaoi a day keeps the doctor away "

i called annoying characters as  annoying bitches irrespective of their gender .. why do you people & people like your kind like to assume so much .. no hating female chars here .. only hating annoying charas

I am usually more active during the weekends
thanks to user @Zoey Zoey Zoey she made me realized that there will always be people who would hate you for no reason ..so don't bother with them .."you know who you are you know your true worth " just don't bother with them they are non existent & tell yourself how good you are "

Fav quotes - " Live & let live "

- " A psycho pig is my stalker "

- " Ghost's aren't the only one's that runs wild in the graveyards"

-" Granny just stop being a jealous BITCH"

-" KARMA is a bad BITCH"

- " Everyone is like a moon , no matter
how many scars they get ..as long as
they live their will definitely comes a time
when they shine"

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PLEASE DON'T COPY MY LISTS ..use your own brain
TROLLS ARE SUCH SAD PEOPLE ,, i pray to god to plz help them)
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Cinderella-plot •(())• Financial gap •(())• Royalties 2
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1200706/

  Older ✹░║║░✹ Uke  2
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1700295/

Dark/tan ✹░░✹ seme/uke 2
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/294748/

HOMO Yakuza breaking some Police men ass 2
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/305506/

Omegaverse 3░[]░
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2542483/

Shape-shifter(░░)Animal-trait part 2
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2004189/

Rare Supernatural ✹..✹ Sci-fi BL2
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1774410/

୧✹((.••.))✹ No twists no turns only fluff 2✹((.••.))✹୨
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2474128/

Idols/AV actor .•((•..•))•.actors/Models 2
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/430194/

Manly-Uke 2 •..•
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1795417/

19 06,2025

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Seph

Hello everyone! My name is Seph, just your regular uploader. Hope you enjoy my uploads! For my upload schedule, current uploads and my completed uploads please refer to the 'My Uploads' and 'My Completed Uploads' lists on my profile.

Discord: https://discord.gg/rnbqUvpVUs

19 06,2025

TeshVC followed a goer

.•♛. Empire Yaoi.♛•.

16 06,2025

TeshVC followed a goer

MoonflowerGemScans

Hi & Welcome - we are Moonflower Gem
Scans（っ＾▿＾）

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We are a small group which is currently
working on these projects:

ON-GOING:
••✎•• A Three-legged Hero
••✎•• Bloody Hell
••✎•• Candy Contract
••✎•• Candy Yum Yum
••✎•• Circuit Breaker
••✎•• Diego
••✎•• He Hasn't Faded
••✎•• How to Lose Your 2nd Virginity
••✎•• Red String Quests
••✎•• Room Without Windows [☆ Collab with Color Dodge Scans ☆]
••✎•• Shadow of The Moon
••✎•• The Devil: Knocking on Death's Door
••✎•• The Sea of Swirling Frost
••✎•• The Symbiotic Relationship Between a Newbie and an Oldbie
••✎•• This is Puppy Husband

COMPLETED:
••✎•• [Beefy-Boom!★ Anthology] A Friend's Tiddies Are A Burden To An Otaku
••✎•• Brotherly XX
••✎•• By Chance, Huh?!
••✎•• Cold Blooded Beast
••✎•• Dog Fur Romance
••✎•• Fan Fiction
••✎•• Hellen
••✎•• I'm Coming, Coming!
••✎•• Love Letter Lyrics
••✎•• Misunderstanding
••✎•• Rabbits Ejaculate in Three Seconds
••✎•• Revenge Guide
••✎•• Shamed, Thanks to You
••✎•• That Sexapparition
••✎•• The 8th Failed Love
••✎•• What You Wish For Won't Come True

DROPPED:
••✎•• 2020
••✎•• Blaze Out
••✎•• Campus Trap
••✎•• Distorted Soul
••✎•• Don't Mess With the Pooch!
••✎•• Exploratory Battle
••✎•• Fake Snow
••✎•• First's Summer
••✎•• Game of Tag on a Sweet Night
••✎•• Into the Rose Garden
••✎•• Mary Jane
••✎•• Night Song
••✎•• Reasons for Disqualification
••✎•• Report My Boss
••✎•• Shadow Realm
••✎•• Skid Mark
••✎•• Sleepless Night
••✎•• Sleep Or Sex (S.O.S)

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If you are a BL fan like us, feel free to join our Discord server - we created a place to not only talk about our projects but also to connect with each other and have fun, just DM us for the link (っ◔◡◔)っ

~MGS

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29 05,2025

TeshVC followed a goer

Jujucat

I'm either gone in an instant or here 'til the bitter end,
I'lI never know

Discord ➼ https://discord.gg/jujito

My other uploading location: https://bato.to/u/584225

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• Kr Translator / CLRD / Typesetter
• My birthday is July 21st
• Cancer Patient who's doing his best

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Keeping up with updating a
schedule was far too complicated,
therefore if you really want to know
when something updates please
feel free to drop a message!

All of my uploads are in the lists below.

https://www.mangago.me/home/people/1266644/list/

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