Miindo like topic of Barge In

I read later chapters in the novel to see what it was like…and Haebom does not love Ryujin. Ryujin keeps saying he does, hell even Haebom says he does, but hid actions still say otherwise. All the abuse. The gangrape. The fact Haebom is STILL pimping Ryujin out. And I think (?) Haebom was fucking some woman in one of the chapters I was reading, with this whole “love” debacle mind you. And Ryujin js so fucking pathetic. For going along with this and thinking Haebom loves him. NOTHING this man does shows love. And then there is someone who does love Ryujin, but Ryujin still only focuses on Haebom! I can’t read any of the later chapters because they cost money, but this shit is not worth anyone’s time. I’m so disgusted and angry