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My cat passed away on Monday at 6am due to a car! I try to keep reading to take my mind off things but it’s so hard going outside and not seeing him sleeping in his favorite spots! I’ve only slept 2-3 hours yesterday and only ate a meal at 10pm! I ate a bit today as well at 9pm! I feel so guilty that I can eat sleep breathe and wake up but he can’t! I can’t eat knowing he will never eat his favorite treat! Life is so unfair but I’m trying my best! We buried him next to some roses since he slept next to them! I put his bowls for food and water next to his grave and flowers and catnip! It’s so hard facing reality atm. I’ve never experienced pain this huge in my life. It’s like half of me is gone and I can’t move forward! I miss him horribly! If you have any tips on how to cope with this or any mangas or book that can help please share it with me