i can be kinda manipulative without realizing. i have high emotional intelligence so i kinda know what people around me wants, so i use that to my advantage, intentionally or not. i'm an infp btw. I also have anxious avoidant attachment issues so i tend to avoid people if i feel like they are becoming distant (hanging out with other people that isn...... 1 reply
i'm tired of having too many responsibilities. tired of being the perfect child. i have to be good in academics, in behaviour, in housework, in career, and in finance. and i am. my family counts on me for almost everything including emotional needs. it's been that way since i were little, i'm a young adult now. i feel like i wasn't able to live lik...... reply
When i feel hurt/angry, i usually go silent. i instantly shut up and start dissociating myself from reality. i don't like confrontations so i tend to isolate myself until i calm down. i don't want to hurt others or be hurt in the heat of the moment. it's kind of unhealthy cause i'd bottle things up but isn't it the best way to avoid conflicts?
i need to refresh my playlists so i want new song recommendations if you would like to share. i listen to every genre, any timeline, any language is okay too. thank you in advance (✿◠‿◠)
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