okay to start of i ADOREEE THIS LIKE TH ART THE PLOT ITS JUST WONDERFUL but im just really conflicted and at war with my feeling with the mother because i see myself a lot in the mc perspective i hate how emotionally abusive/manipulative the mother was towards the girl like yall dont understand how traumatic and torturing having a mother like that is it leaves scars until ur old like i know shes trying her best and salutes to you but in real life yall just cant be that emotionally vulnerable or like treating ur daughters like therapists being happy one sec crying ur heart out the other and getting angry all in a span of like an hour saying that i this all happened because of u or shit like i wish u werent born and the next acting all loving like yeah i understand it was before she reincarnated but that shit leaves scars and the new lydia always crying infront of the daughter yall my mother does that makes me her therapist cries saying she loves me and everything she does is for me that in the end even if i suffer all the pain that im going thru will me worth it like thats traumatizing and even though she constantly uses her tears as weapons to the point i have to act like the mother care for her be mature for her and forgive her over and over apologize for mistakes i dont even know the reason for i still love her even thoigh she abuses me physically mentally etc i still love her and will care for her and wish for the best for her i really understand lyrica because if its for my mothers happiness if its for my mother not to go through what she went through before me not to go thru all her own trauma and in return inflict that to me. i will happily, in a snap of a finger, die for her.
*big hug* Thanks for writing all that out. It’s not fair that you bear your mother’s emotional burden. She is an adult who should be seeking help from other adults, not someone she has a power imbalance with.
But please remember that if you die, you cannot experience happiness. There’s no magic in our world that can turn back time, though I sympathize in fantasizing about “what could be”. So the second best way to achieve your dream is to end the generational trauma with yourself. Seek out the help your mother can’t, and put in the work to heal. Don’t pass on the hurt and abuse. Be happy, friend.
OMG I NEED TO MEDITATE AFTER READING THIS ALL….. OKAY IM DONE WHAT DA FUCK DID I JUST READ I CANT FUCKING COMPREHEND HOW GOOD THIS SHIT IS LIKE IM SPEECHLESS I HAVENT READ THIS IN SO LONG. AUAE I DIDNT LIKE IT AT FIRST BUT PAST ME WHAT DA FUC WERE U THINKING U STUPID ASS BITCH LIKE THIS IS SOO GOODDD LIKEE IVE CRIED IVE LAUGHED I NEED TIME OFF JUST TO THINK ANT WHAT I FUCKING READ LIKE THIS IS SOO GOOD I , I AM JUST IN AWE OF THE ART THE STORY LIKE WHAT WAS I BEFORE THIS THANK U AUTHOR ARTIST AND EVERYONE FOR BRINGING THIS TO LIFE HOW COULD ANYTHING ELSE COMPETE I JUST HOPE THE KDRAMA WILL BE BRING TO JUSTICE AND SEEING THE CAST AND THE TRAILER I KNOW IT WOULDNT AND THATS JUST FRUSTRATING LIKE THE FUCK WILL U MAKE THIS A KDRAMA AND NOT DO IT JUSTIXE U MONEY GRABBING ASDHOLES AGHHH










bruhh the deeper i read into this the more confusing it gets like my gurl is a MINORRR like if yall gonna have her stuck as a 5 year old yall cant be adding new mls like its weird enough that fl is like that cause imagine being an adult and having to act like a child and feeling too imersed in that role and one day u just poos suprise im actually an adult that yall been carrying around like the plots too confusing fl looks like the mother but at the same time the fl is older than the children so her being their sibling cant be true cause broo if it were then that wld mean shes their older sister that the father and mother had when he was like a teen for the first time i camt even see how thisll end