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Okay, let’s be honest. Who immediately went to try and find the good luck charm when it was first shown a few chapters back like I need this now pls. I would step up to bat and make the heart resin molds but I have never in my life been able to find a single four leafed clover. Le sigh. On another note, I hope Raym doesn’t try to mess things up by using Dohwa to get in between them. Poor bb Dohwa already the second lead and will probably lose to Eunhyeok if he hasn’t already. Pretty sure Su-ae only sees Dohwa as a really good friend. She’s already been messing with him by sending him pics of Su-ae getting ready for the date she had with Eunhyeok and what-not. Also I think I have a legitimate theory as to why Su-ae’s love points never show/she wasn’t found in the system (an anomaly). Hear me out: All of Raym’s points in actuality belong to Su-ae. Ever since Raym joined Su-ae’s family due to Su-ae’s parents adopting/taking her in, Raym, being jealous of all the attention Su-ae would receive, decided to “consume” Su-ae by taking everything away from her and making it now her own identity. Sure, we see that Su-ae’s parents still hold Su-ae up in more importance than Raym when the mirror breaking incident occurred and that Su-ae has a reliable group of friends when she doesn’t, but when it comes to public attention, she receives more of it because she puts herself out in a way to make herself more known. I keep thinking about that one scene in the cafeteria when we could see that everyone was looking at Su-ae when Eunhyeok sat down at her table and talking about/complimenting her small frame/how thin she was etc. besides the comments about her and Minhyuk and what really happened with their relationship. Basically, if Su-ae did the same thing as Raym and hung around popular groups and put herself out there, she would have had the same, if not, more attention surrounding her as Raym does. Raym is the anomaly. Raym is the one that doesn’t belong. Raym is gatekeeping Su-ae from a world that she truly deserves to live/be in. She’s like a virus that can’t be cured. Think about how much life would be different if someone else had taken Raym in and she had gone to a different school district or if Raym became an orphan. Raym has a black hole in the place of a heart. She takes takes takes and never gives. I hope she ends up getting what she deserves in the end.