Honestly just being in a relationship is like fine or whatever but i'm talking about anything romantic.
I'm so freaking weird bro because I don't like romantic stuff in general but my imagination sometimes throws it in my face and i'm fine with it like "oh nicee" then it quickly turns to disgust like ew wtf was that.
Then in real life when someone talks to me or flirts with me it's just straight up ew. I do kinda feel bad for feeling that way especially towards someone who's being genuine but I can't help how I feel. Seriously is there something wrong with me why am I so hostile towards these things
