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This shows nothing else but the author's inability to be good at being an author. If you as a writer feel compelled to write a rape scene specifically when it add ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO THE PLOT justto make your story feel like it has some substance, its a depiction of you being extremely bad and almost inept to be writing a story and wasting people's time.
Get help, not just mentally but read more stuff first, then write small stories like a 10th grader with your beginners' talent, learn more, then try to call yourself and author. Overall you're not a talented writer but ig working hard and honing your skill before gloating like one can make you a good author in the future. Begin again from scratch that's all.