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so i drank coffee earlier because i thought it would help me survive the day but now its almost like the coffee is fighting with the fever medicine and my brain is just stuck in this buzzing loop i havent slept properly my ear infection is killing me and instead of resting im overthinking like usual and i keep spiraling into these strange thoughts that wont shut up like what if we are not even real like not in the way we believe we are what if we are literally just characters in a story someone else is reading like some higher being out there is holding the book of my life and flipping through it like its nothing maybe my whole childhood was just chapter one and my current mess is just filler content before the climax theyre waiting for and when i die its just them closing the book and maybe never opening it again and it gets worse when i think about isekai because maybe thats the only time a character realizes theyre fictional when they get pulled into another story what if we are already the background of someone elses isekai like maybe right now my entire life is just a side note in the middle of a bigger adventure and when they click off my perspective i just freeze like a paused game character and dreams oh my god dreams are so sus because what if theyre not ours what if theyre just leaks from other stories like the reader accidentally flipped to another world and my brain just borrowed their plot for the night so when i dream of flying or drowning or being chased its not even me its some poor soul out there actually going through it and im just the crossover guest star and death maybe its not even death maybe its literally just the reader finishing the book and closing it maybe the shelf is infinite maybe we get reread maybe we get forgotten maybe some of us are cult classics and others are just dusty books no one touches and deja vu maybe thats the glitch when they go back a page to reread and i feel like ive lived it before because technically i have and all this overthinking bleeds into everything even when me and my boyfriend do nasty stuff i start freaking out like what if someone is watching us not in the creepy neighbor way but like actually watching us from outside reality like what if someone from the tv is looking through the screen back at me what if every time i moan its getting recorded somewhere and being uploaded to the dark web like what if im trending in some hidden corner of the universe for being too horny and weird like imagine my face on some forum with people laughing and making memes and they know exactly what im thinking in real time and now my fever brain wont stop asking the worst question of all what if the reason i keep overthinking is because the reader thinks its entertaining and they keep turning the page just to watch me spiral into madness and honestly the scariest part is maybe im not sick maybe im just lagging because the wifi in the higher realm is trash

this iss sooo random I'm just in a good mood and i had to share to everyone how good my bf is already did this in Twitter everything i love my bf
I swear my boyfriend gave me the best night ever. He picked me up and we went on late night rides trying to find food, but since nothing was open, we just went back to his place.

The second we got there, it was all cuddles, kisses, and him telling me how much he missed me. And yes, we went to pound town, and that choke was unforgettable . After that, we rested and he still treated me like a princess. I didn’t have to ask for a thing, he just knew.

Then he asked if I was hungry, because of course he could tell I was, and he actually went out just to buy food. My man came back with four footlongs stacked with toppings and a cold Coke. The best part was I didn’t even lift a finger. He fed me himself while I was just sitting there in his clothes, in his room, in his bed. Honestly, best feeling ever. He kept wiping the sauce off my lips, making sure my drink was right next to him so he could hand me water or Coke before I even asked.

After we ate, it was back to more cuddles. Nothing fancy, but it was perfect. He spoiled me, made me feel loved, and I got to spoil him back too. Honestly, I’m so happy and so grateful. I love my boyfriend so much.

Guys, I need help. Please do give advice.
So my boyfriend went on this outing, and there’s this one girl there. At first, he told me she likes girls, but when I asked again, he said he wasn’t sure and that she probably has a boyfriend. I got curious, so I looked her up on social media — and I found out I’m blocked. I’ve never even met this girl, never talked to her, nothing.

I kept asking my boyfriend what’s between them, and he keeps saying there’s nothing. But my gut is telling me something isn’t right. I don’t know if I’m just being insecure, but it feels weird. Like, why would someone I don’t even know block me? And why does he seem unsure about her all of a sudden?

Please give me advice, because I don’t know if I’m just overthinking or if this is something I should really be worried about.

i know this isn't the right place to ask but please do help

Please help me find a bright and cute manhwa that I’ve been thinking about. There’s a scene with a little blonde baby prince who’s going through a hard time because his brother treats him badly. Then there’s another kid—he’s the older brother of the female lead—with a soft silver or bluish bob haircut and bangs. Even though he’s still a kid, he becomes friends with the baby prince, and they start writing letters to each other and become pen pals. That’s all I remember, but I really hope to find it again. PLEASE HELP I'M SO DESPERATE I TRIED REDDIT TIKTOK CHAT GPT PLEASE HELP

Please help me find a bright and cute manhwa that I’ve been thinking about. There’s a scene with a little blonde baby prince who’s going through a hard time because his brother treats him badly. Then there’s another kid—he’s the older brother of the female lead—with a soft silver or bluish bob haircut and bangs. Even though he’s still a kid, he becomes friends with the baby prince, and they start writing letters to each other and become pen pals. That’s all I remember, but I really hope to find it again.