honeymomo

HELP ME FIND THIS STORY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

The story is about MC who used to have a high status until he developed an "illness". This illness also made him lose some memories (including the one he shared with ML and others). This illness led to him losing his position and eventually becoming a slave. It’s believed that he killed his adoptive father. After falling from grace, he ends up serving a noble family, where the head is a woman suffering from an illness and has a child (or children?). When winter comes she would usually go to their other place. The MC regularly takes a pill given to him by this family to suppress or manage his condition. The head also has a brother who is obsessed with Mc and treats him cruelly, even using him as a slave. The male lead (ML) is a war hero. There’s magic in the world. The MC and ML often meet by a fountain and I remember there was this coin that MC would flip to show that he will come visit ML.

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servant x master but the uke is the master while seme is the servant, no naive seme,no blackmailing pls. preferably if the seme chose to be a servant and wasnt forced, and also kinda flirty uke idk...THANK U♡♡♡