
Not really a good ending but she'll probably come to realize that's not the answer either.
I kinda understand what she's saying. She felt addicted to the guy in a way that consumes her, her body and mind but also felt meaningless since she wanted that and a long term relationship. She distanced herself from him and choose someone that did not make her feel so intense so she could still have self control and think of other things too with the excuse of finding love and a commited relationship. She poored herself into that dream that made her get through the day, only for everything to get crashed. So her faulty conclusion was so there is not love in the world, but I can't get obsessed with a person who only gives me pleasure so I'll just have meaningless sex with strangers with no hopes and expectations for the future. A very extreme thinking. She choose a man she was not attracted to because she believed him to be loyal.
Like, you should probably choose someome you are attracted to but in a healthy way. Like even those 2 men were opposite and extreme: one who sleeps with any woman and one who doesn't and is abstaining even from his wife. Be sure that there is a person in the middle too.

How can you start with an interesting plot and end up with this?

Hun this was supposed to be just a smut story and it envolved into the magnificent manhwa we know today, can't blame ya for getting disappointed but the fact it had such interesting plot although the author wanted it to be FULL SMUT is something else
Also we're on the side chaps now, you can skip it if you don't like it? ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

Nope. I didn't find stories like this strange when I was a teenanger myself. I was feeling like I'm a grown up. Now I'm 25 yo and those stories have become strange to me. A 15 yo old, A CHILD, with a 32 yo. In my eyes they are kids. How could a 32 yo see them as anything else. It's disgusting. And who is writing these stories? :/
Why is it so boring? And the proportions are wrong, there is 0 chemestry between characters. I can't read it.