
Is this a good book or no? I’m trying to stay focused and read it but I’m on chapter 8 and so far I don’t understand anything that’s going on and nothing makes sense so should I suck it up continue reading this till it gets good or just drop it now bc it’s not worth my time?

In my opinion, it's an excellent read so far (I got up to chapter 55). The story is rather complex compared to the straightforward, simple plotted BLs that are commonly released, which lack any substance and originality. I'd recommend thugging it out at least until chapter 30 before you decide the story isn't for you.
But trust me, even though I got as far as I got, I still struggle to understand what's going on sometimes. I think it's one of those stories that you gotta reread after the story is completed, which I will definitely be doing to get a better grasp of what's occurring throughout the narrative! ;)
The choice Bihwan has to make absolutely sucks I can understand whatever decision he makes this is so sad