SPOILERRR - you won’t regret reading this!!!
It’s approaching the scene where Hestia becomes suicidal!!! (Kind) ITS SO HEARTWRENCHING
after this chapter, the temples crimes will slowly be revealed and the ppl and the nobles will start protesting against the temple and will petition to dethrone Diana. This is when Helios tells Diana to apologize to kaelus and it would all be resolved because originally Hestia only wanted Diana to sincerely apologize
Diana will visit the dukes mansion unannounced and demand to see kaelus while Hestia and kaelus are in the middle of a meeting. Kaelus leaves to meet her where she breaks down crying confessing she still loves him I believe? Kaelus was described to be somehow affected seeing his old love crying on the floor asking for forgiveness and did forgive her. He was mostly surpised because the girl that he uses to love so much and gave him so much pain doesn’t affect him anymore because he only wants hestia now.
BUTTTT after Kaelus sends Diana away, he goes to Hestia , becomes clingy and became desperate to have sex with her (he pushes her on to the bed). This is because he realizes how much he loves Hestia and jusy really wants her after his encounter with Diana. THIS IS WHERE SHE MISUNDERSTANDS. From Hestia perspective, kaelus just meet his old love and is now acting weird, suddenly desperate for sex as if he wants to forget his old love. So Hestia starts thinking if maybe kaelus still had feelings for Diana
Then the nobles started seriously protesting against the temple in front of the palace. They wanted kaelus to sign the petition with them b/c he’s head of nobles. However kaelus said he needed to stay neutral. BUT tjay was when kaelus comes home one day and tells Hestia he decided to not support the decision to dethrone Diana. BASICALLY wasting all the efforts Hestia made to bring her down. Now the reason for this is because Helios begged kaelus and also because it’ll greatly diminish the imperial power if nobles could decid to bring down a royal family members, which will make the country less stable. So for the country’s sake he had to vote against it
BUTTT HESTIA DOESNT KNOWWW
So In her eyes she feels betrayed and like everything she had done was all for nothing. Even though kaelus told her it’s because he doesn’t wanna focus on Diana no more and jusy wanna focus on Hestia, she feels like kaelus after everything had decided to save Diana again. The novel describes it very well but she started to feel hopeless, thinking tjay it’s unfair cuz no matter wat happens to Diana the two male leads will come save her cuz she’s the female lead. Plus all this revenge was cuz she wanted to get justice for kaelus from first timeline, so if the person who got hurt decided to forgive, wat else can she do?
So on the day of the court where they were deciding to dethrone Diana or not, Hestia noblewoman friend sent her a letter asking if Hestia was locked up since she wasn’t showing to any of the rallies despite being one of those ppl who pushed for this. She tells Hestia how shes shocked cuz kaelus is going against the detriment and was asking if tjeee was discourse.
And that’s when Hestia started thinking… there’s no pt in being here. She can’t change anything. There’s no more purpose in life. She started coping saying she can’t change anything because this is just a story and this isn’t real. And if she’s gonna have to see Diana remain a crown princess and being happy she wants out. She wants to go back to her own world. So she sits on top of a balcony and tjoihht about wat would happen if she were to jump down . Would she go back to her regular world? She jusy didn’t wanna be here no more and disappear. And that’s when kaelus arrives home and saw Hestia attempting suicide and immediately runs up and pulls her down. But. Long story short he thought she was trying to kill herself because he supported Diana and thought he was still in love with her
Although everything az did was for Nina’s sake, at the end of the day, Nina would’ve killed herself if sett wasn’t by her side. She would’ve thrown herself into the pond after the she accidentally buried the grandpa who helped her. She also wouldn’t have gotten over her complex with her eyes which az made worse by purposely avoiding it
Ik they skipped the bed scenes since this is pg-13, but in the novel hestia was RIDDING kaelus LOLOL she was in full control topping and making kaelus desperate for more
If she wants to prove that she’s a sword master wouldn’t it be better if she reveals her identity after fighting in the sword fighting competition? Like b/c she’s so good, everybody was already suspecting it to be her, so maybe while fighting the semi final she’ll take off her disguise and show she’s actually the princess? Then everybody would be like wait thays her fighting?
Cuz I feel like the best way to prove ure a sword master is if the public or everybody sees u fight. U bringing in the dragon rn I feel like doesn’t show that ure a sword master. Other ppl can still be like maybe she just tamed it somehow
I wish this would’ve just ended when trashta died and soveishu was trasumatized after glorym died. Why did they even add a memory loss arc?? Why is the author trying to redeem him? It went from one of the best mangas to one of something I don’t even read no more
U can’t tell me all the characters aren’t useless. The crown prince just stands there as maythan is being stabbed consecutively and now the supposed ml is going crazy losing control and becoming a monster while maythan is bleeding out dying. Liek someone bring him to the hospital???
The strongest raksha user died( the space rakshasa) and now there’s the 8 higher being they have to fight. Clearly 1 higher being is already so hard to kill but how are they gonna defeat everyone else?
They previously said the users at Seoul are the strongest ones but since most of them died who’s gonna fight in the upcoming war LOL
I’m confused as hell cuz I thought the little brother was supposed to be smart and is trying to fight for the crown prince position?? So why is he holding the mc hostage in front of everybody? Shouldn’t he be pretending that he wasn’t involved since nobody has evidence? But now he got a bunch of witness showing that he had kidnapped and is threatening somebody. Even if the mc didn’t push him off how was he even planning to get away from this LOL like for him is this even worth it
I’m very surprised b/c this manga is very straightforward and fast paced but everything still flows nicely. Normally this plot twist will be shown at ch 100 or something and there’ll be a lot of fillers in between. but it’s only currently at ch 38. It really makes me wonder how the rest of the story will develop XD
The story started off great but near the middle I started to feel like it could’ve been better. For example, our fl is the prime example of a strong independent woman who made a name for herself and earned her own power. The 2 other female characters introduced were trying to fight for the empress position b/c the men in their family was telling them that was the only way for them to have power or earn recognition. I was hoping that the other 2 females would become friends with the fl and get inspired by the fl to become independent and fight for themselves. Especially in the case with the girl from the duvet house, I wanted the fl to be the one to recommend her to become head of the house and pave her own path, just like how fl did. But instead the concubine was the one who was pushing that
Since the rest of the empire always look down on the fl and her province, i wanted them to play a bigger role in the war and get more recognition, so the ppl in the empire would be more appreciative of them. Like for ex. The situation being more desperate in the southern territory and then show the fl and ml discussing military tactics in the capital with the rest of the nobles, so they could be like wow this girl is a great leader, we have to treat her better. Instead at one pt it felt like the ml was just thr main contributor to everything and the fl is jusy on the side. Idk I think it’s just frustrating that after all her help the nobles are still trying to displace her cuz she’s a barbarian.
Plus it took wayyyy too long for them to kill the priest and the empress. There was literally so many opportunities, for ex telling the father to not kill the empress immediately, which resulted in his death. The ml was saying they can’t kill the priest and empress without proper justification or else he’ll be another guy killing others to get into power. But b/c of that thinking so many other ppl got killed??? Like if the father properly killed the empress, the fl’s province would not have been invaded by monsters since the temple would also be investigated, and then ppl would’ve had to die from the rebellion, and so much more.
Wait is there any cameras filming them while they’re running around trying to find their partners? Please tell me there is and they captured kyungmo and Taerin talking ╥﹏╥ I need the public to know that kyungmo wanted to get back with taerin and know how shitty he was
When seme went to find uke, I really wanted uke to be found in distraught. Like crying or depressed in the middle of the alley, looking lifeless, to show seme how hard his circumstances are really impacting him. Not only is he starving himself, overworked and overtired, the man he loves told him he’s always bothering others (which is one of his insecurities), and on TOP OF THAT, his dead beat dad came back to find him, only to ask to borrow MORE money. If it was me, I would’ve just gave up on life.
The uke is always bubbly and smiley,so seme doesn’t think anything of the uke hardship cause he looks like he’s fine. I really want seme to see uke break down, so he knows how insensitive he’s been to him, and start being nicer to him （/TДT)/
I need him to respond with I love you for x amount of years but you still cheated on me!! I need the world to know that she cheated and hurt him, she is not the victim!!!
Why does taerin look so annoyed when he caught her?? Shouldn’t she be happy? I know part of their revenge plan is to get their exes to regret leaving, which is why she’s getting close to him again, but why would u want your ex to look good??
I want the fl to grow up and become a knight/ wizard combo, since she was one previously in her previous lives. she would literally be SO strong!!!
Romeo is a good villain but how did he go from trying to gain control over both families to becoming a king? Are there no knights that protects the royal family? How did he manage to make so many ppl trust him when he just revived not too long ago
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I also wished that it showed more behind the scenes of how Romeo got all those people to side with him and what tactics he used. As of rn, the story is just like he’s manipulative, smart, greedy, cunning, but because it doesn’t show how he achieved it it seems like it’s just happening out of no where
I like how the MC goes from this selfish cold hearted character that only thought of his teammates as tools to actually getting attached and thinking of them as teammates
