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I was gonna reply directly to the people downplaying Hirano's feelings but im just gonna make it its own post:
Hirano IS in love with kagiura, this has already been established (since 29). Hirano doesn't feel just friendship for Kagiura—per Kagiura's own definition, it is love. Kagiura is and always has been special to Hirano in a way none of his other friends are. It is undeniably love. If it doesnt align with your own view of romantic love, so be it, but denying its presence because you yourself dont understand it is ridiculous. The whole theme of this manga is ABOUT love, how it can "look" different but is inevitably valid and REAL. Hirano didnt have that whole conversation with Ichinose just for yall to invalidate him AGAIN.

It is an incredibly reductive view on relationships and how people are different to say that because he doesnt like kissing, it isnt love or its gonna fail. The general consensus here is that Hirano is aroacespec, someone who does not have much romantic or sexual desire, and who also may be uncomfortable with certain kinds of touching to a degree, or who does not view them in romantic/sexual contexts as others do. CLEARLY though, Kagiura is special in this way too because he does desire to touch him in a way he doesnt for anyone else. Hes okay with hugging Kagiura but we never see him hug others OBVIOUSLY because it's an action hes specifically comfortable with with the guy he loves. Same with how he feels about Kagiura being new and unique. The desire to see him. The way Kagiura helps him focus. The way he feels at ease in his presence. Wants to make him happy etc. These things may not look like love the way you see it but undoubtedly are. Hirano loves Kagiura and believes so himself. Kisses be damned. Not to mention, sexuality, comfort levels and everything are fluid. He doesnt desire it and dislikes it now, he may warm up to it BUT even if he doesnt, that doesnt make his feelings any "lesser".

He just needs to navigate the overlap in their feelings, hes said that. The overlap is where they are the same. He already knows they are the same in that they love each other, and here some of yall are truly believing his doubt that they cant somehow make it work since he doesnt wanna kiss. REALLY? Like you cant tell me yall missed the point of 28-31, its been way too long for yall to be playing these games.

I'm sorry if im being aggressive but im truly tired of the way Hirano is being invalidated. He wants to be with Kagiura. He loves Kagiura. These are things he fully believes and wants. Whether that will "work" or not... theyre teenagers. I think, like any teenage relationship, it depends. But please dont just ignore what you dont understand. Its very important you at least acknowledge these things

don’t read if u don’t want spoilers






read the novel and I forgot a few minor details but this is more or less what happens
chp 33 and beyond:
- they have a shit ton of sex while high

- mc starts living w ml, ml is even more obsessed atp and watching him thru cams all the time

- somewhere during this time to the end of the story, mc and ml’s first meeting is revealed. In the past, mc was bullied by other teens in the mansion, ml stops them (my memory is foggy on this one ngl but it was smth like that)

- when they go to the mansion to visit mc’s father again, he’s found dead after the doctor and his associates had ran away w some money and abandoned the patients

- mc basically goes crazy after this, hallucinating things and even losing parts of his memory bc of the grief. ml doesn’t know what to do and more or less either acts violently w mc or manipulâtes him

- when mc starts to forget his memories of ml, ml gets so mad he forces mc back into his apt in the mansion and doesn’t visit again for days

- mc goes even crazier, thinking ml abandoned him and tries to commit suicide. ml, who realized what mc might do alone, runs back to the apt, finds mc’s body and takes him to a hospital outside

- when mc wakes up, he has amnesia; ml uses this chance to brainwash mc, manipulating him into thinking they had always been a couple and that mc’s time at the red mansion never happened

- ml eventually takes mc to a therapist to get professional help, where it’s revealed mc never lost his memories and has been tricking ml the whole time. ml changes therapists every time mc shows signs of “improvement” (or when mc says they’re wack idk I forgot)

- mc teases ml by making him think he’s regaining his memory, such as writing in his notebook and hiding it when ml is around. ml is so stressed about this he hovers over mc 24/7, reading his notebook entries, and keeping things that may remind mc of his past out of sight

- in the end, mc never ends up admitting his lie, and ml continues to obsess over mc and his memories, knowing that even if mc was lying, he wouldn’t care regardless and still be with him

- ml catches doctor, locking him in the hospital to die while the mansion gets demolished (I think?)

- mansion gets turned into a casino/hotel thing

- mc and ml get married

- mc becomes the boss of the hotel only in title (ml is the actual boss behind the scenes)

“happy” ending for the crazies ig

The author also released an extra chapter in-between each volume, so we have 2 extras in total atm! You can find the CN translations here under 番外1 and 番外2 (▰˘◡˘▰)
https://m.manhuagui.com/comic/39001/

Chung Myung mourning his dead wife (Tang Bo)

This is for the people who don't get why a lot of people are so much more upset with Skyler than Cirrus even though Cirrus made mistakes as well.

Although Cirrus also fucked up these past couple of chapters, the issue here is that the difference in their traumas arranges it in such a way that largely favors Skyler and puts Cirrus at a disadvantage. That’s why any pain Skyler inflicts does more damage than Cirrus’.

To put it into perspective: Cirrus can’t stand being abandoned so he’ll immediately apologize to any argument to please Skyler. Skyler’s trauma response is the opposite. He’ll guard himself and protect himself so he can’t get hurt again; prioritizing himself.

Skyler protects himself due to his trauma while Cirrus is willing to hurt himself as long as Skyler stays with him. So while they both are traumatized, Cirrus’ trauma response compared to Skyler’s puts him at a higher disadvantage than Skyler. This means the pain Skyler can potentially inflict on Cirrus is much more damaging than anything Cirrus can do to Skyler. That’s why more people are hurt and dissatisfied by Skyler than Cirrus.

Wait so what exact reason was he thinking was why the uncle and the brother liked him? In that scene with the fake gun. Because he does unusual things ?

some stuff about gaysex idk i miss my man

1. butthole/sphincters can stretch open and relax to allow the top to penetrate.
- external butthole can be controlled consciously while the internal is not. That is why we need LUBE to allow it to enter successfully. it may hurt for a while but once the muscles have relaxed, its gonna be fine.

2. foreplay
- THIS IS IMPORTANT BEFORE GAY SEX. it can help stimulate and relax your butthole. some bottoms can be overstimulated just by foreplay. (if the top's skills are good)

3. rectum (poop stuff)
- male and female rectum are different. male's rectum is called anorectal angled rectum. It's a 90-degree angle and it allows the poop to be held back until you're ready to shit it out.
- so don't worry about shit getting into your dick or whatsoever. MAKE SURE TO KEEP YOUR ENTRANCE or there might be shit around there.

4. getting ready for entry
- ALWAYS MAKE SURE YOUR TOP USES CONDOM. if they refuse to use condoms, they're a red flag.
- why? because we(bottoms) don't wanna risk our lives suffering from HIV and STDs.
- relax your muscles or it's gonna hurt so bad.

5. MEN DO NOT HAVE HYMEN
- It is called a sigmoid colon. but it is not an erogenous organ. if it were, we're gonna cum every single time we poop.
- it CAN be pleasurable if the top hits the prostate and sigmoid colon's "7". (idk how to explain but yeah)
- it can bleed if the TOP hits the sigmoid colon too hard and it could cause great trauma to your body and you could get stomach aches.

ykw just find a good seme with a big dick that could hit your prostate and your sensitive spots at the same time. it can make you squirt(pee+cum mixed together)

byebye

THE BIAS IS REAL.
Ahyeon: *looked at Moondae cutely* *got accepted*
Seijin: *act cutely*
Moondae: I really want to poked his eyes

I love the fact Asmodeus can't draw but because he looks and thinks about Iruma so much he memorized his smile and how cute he is, They're so precious

I really hate this kind of scenarios from the bottom of my heart and this happens in real life too. Like I understand the uke's point of view at some degree but being that indecisive as hell really what gets me? Like atp you're being so selfish and greedy for your relationships because you can't choose your final choice. Like if he knew ex seme's behavior at least he shouldn't have gone and talked to him as if he expects everything's gonna go well after he just coerced you?? But like i still try to understand that oh yeah you love him, yeah maybe you just wanna see him again. But at least man up or idk because every individual have different constitutions but at the very least have the courage to step up and find a way. I understand that he was forced to have sex w ex seme again. but the saying that if you really want to, you'll really find a way no matter what it is. If it comes to the point of that forced sex. Hard no, do everything you need to do to get out of that, punch him, kick him in the groin, then run or flat out just scream no sternly then run. Oh but he's in love w him that's why he's a bit hesitant. This is what I precisely hate with scenarios like this. That's why i said its selfish and greedy because you also dragged along shougo with your indecisiveness and that just hurts everybody. Because at some point you can't expect for that person to welcome you back everytime? That's why everytime the uke says why didn't i just tell him, i should've told him....yeah why didn't you? It really just takes one courage to finally end things, just one. Yeah but it was a toxic relationship and he's used to that so it gets a bit hard for uke to stand up against it, he was manipulated and scared to fight against it. Yeah like I understand but really like if you really want to, you'll find a way that's all i can say. Cuz like its really YOU that can fix things, its just YOU that can help yourself after all, no matter how much you try and ask for people's help. Yes they can help you everyday, every night, all the the time but if YOU don't do anything yourself, nothing's really going to change is it?
Omfg idk why im getting so heated, i know that these types of scenario that happens in real life. That courage takes like months or years to happen and I'm really proud of people who was finally be able to step up unlike those people who wallow in it, blame everything, blame themselves, milk the situation to other people "for help" but ultimately doesn't do anything themselves.
There's only a limit to how a person can help you, bcos at some point it gets tiring as fuck if it just keeps happening and happening and happening again. I understand that people who blame themselves is some sort of product of the situation (atp go get therapy. Actually don't even let it get this bad.) but its all a matter of really stern mindset. You can keep blaming yourself but how are you gonna get out of the situation you're blaming yourself for? It's unfortunate that it happen (whatever that may be) and it really deserves justice or it deserves to be fixed/help but you have to KEEP MOVING ON, finding that way out of there. Take it as a learning experience that YOU SHOULDNT do again.

up to chap 40 as of now
https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/11904

This reminds me of a novel I was reading before.
The other male ended up roughing up his pregnant male partner because of jealousy...
The pregnant one was brought to the hospital, separated to the other male...
Later, he was told that his partner and their child was lost ( if i remember correctly)....
The pregnant later owned a library/book store with their child...
They met again in that library but the other male seems to have lost his memories of his previously pregnant partner...
The novel was written with alternating past and present for every chapter...


If any of you knows the novel... please reply here... thank you...