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i promised myself that i'll allow myself to die (not keep myself alive, i treat death as a privilege) on my golden jubilee (50th birthday) so i've just been living... going to my fuckass job, playing games, eating and drinking the things i like, hanging out with my friends (when our schedules align) etc etc. maybe it's bc i'm 23 now, 25 feels like......   reply

idk maybe it depends on the person but, personally, i'm NEVER trusting a cheater ever again (╬￣皿￣)凸 when my ex cheated on me the first time, i forgave him. it was my first relationship so i was willingly a doormat for him... i wanted it to last. he cheated again with a different girl, i forgave him again bc he cried and promised me that ......   reply

drink harpic just bc it had a straw-like opening (i was 7)... preojectile vomited within 2 mins... would NOT recommend (it didn't even taste good)   1 reply

lock myself in my room, listen to sad/angry songs and enact an imaginary scenario matching the mood... surprisingly feels refreshing after all that so then i listen to happy songs 〜(￣△￣〜)(〜￣△￣)〜   reply

i've been suicidal yet cowardly since i was 10 so i'm kinda looking forward to it... fingers crossed, i hope i die on my 50th birthday (golden jubilee, full circle) bc 25 is tooooo early and 75 would be too much... i'm 99.9% sure i'm gonna inherit grandma's arthritis and osteoporosis (starting signs are already visible on my mom), i wanna die befo......   2 reply